I'm real; Get used to it.

When something's through, it takes ages for me to get over it. And when I'm finally over it, it still lingers in my mind more often than I'd want it to. I get blinded by fake friendships all the time. I easily get my hopes up, just to watch them fall again. I'm easy in believing lies. I'm afraid of ending up alone. You can easily destroy my trust. And even though someone's done something to hurt me, in the end I'll always give them more chances than they deserve. I give out my heart to people, more often than people give out theirs to me. I care too much. I'm sensitive. Vulnerable, yet strong enough to handle the messes I create. Because yes, I do create a mess every now and then.

I guess I'm just human. I make mistakes. I fall. I get up. I keep on going, and learn from my experiences. And there might be lots of things about me that aren't perfect, but at least I'm real. I have real feelings.

And for that, I will never, ever apologize.

With love,

            Claudia.

Written by Claudia.
Saturday, oct.30 2010

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Cold days.

"I've had you by my side during the coldest days of winter, yet we didn't realise there were even colder days to come. Days so cold even our embraces couldn't save us anymore. Days so cold, that it froze us, so deep that I now have to go through these next cold winter days without you by my side."

Just something that randomly popped into my mind about a few days ago. (A)
Turned out a little bit more dramatic than how I actually felt, but it's one's 1 of my personal faves anyways. (:

With love,

            Claudia.

Written by Claudia.
Wednesday, oct. 27 2010

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I think I'll try defying gravity.

"Too long I've been afraid of losing love I guess I lost. Well, if that's love it comes at much too high a cost. It's time to try defying gravity. I think I'll try defying gravity. Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity. And you won't bring me down."

I loveee Glee! One of my favorite Glee-covers is Defying Gravity. The song and its lyrics are amazing, and I think Lea Michele and Chris Colfer did a great job covering this song.
Another reason why I love this song is because I can relate to the lyrics. Like I said before, to me, a song is truly beautiful when the lyrics find a way to get to me. And the lyrics of this song, in combination with the performance, truly make that happen. (:

With love,

            Claudia.

(Defying Gravity, Glee-version)